Deep clouds

I´m sitting and waiting, waiting for time to go by,waiting for something to happen, something I don`t know what it is, something that needs to happen.
I`m sure I belong some place else, somewhere far. I must see where I belong because the air I`m breathing now is suffocating my soul.
Days are fading, people are not part of life, I am not important anymore.
Greedy dreams of mine...
If I am not to die now, I must wait, again.

I set myself to live a strange life.

THE END

... and then I said something that made me understand what you`ve been saying all this time.

some-thing

today I understood that life goes on...

Recomendo

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Pen and (too much) paper...

Contra-corrente

Penso que talvez ande sobrecarregada de sentires que não parecem pertencer-me. Na bizarra mescla que de mim se apodera a um ritmo diário não sei encontrar-me e, quando encontro algo, esse algo não sou eu mas um destemível super-ego.
O que devo ou não sentir é o que não mais sei controlar, transportando-me a tempos remotos, a seres imaginários, a vozes que não têm realidade em si mesmas. Por vezes dou por mim a questionar se vivo na realidade certa...
Continuo a pensar que ainda aqui estou mas o sentimento de não-pertença no mundo parece acentuar-se à medida que aqueles que não lhe pertencem me empurram contra a corrente.
Ouvindo de volta quem me ouve, ouço palavras proibidas que são proferidas à pessoa que, um dia, fui. O sentido que delas tiro é, maior parte das vezes, confuso e sem sentido pois se um dia entendi o significado profundo das palavras, hoje não as sei integrar em mim.

Recomendo

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Última Parada 174 [2008]

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sem retorno

páginas e páginas de folhas em branco, frases incabadas, pontuação desarrumada.

Life - Chapter 2

Today Im leaving everything behind.
Tomorrow Ill start again.

Quatro na Roda @ Arte & Manha (Lisbon)

Answers...

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...

But if she comes back, if she comes back,
what a beautiful thing, what a crazy thing
Because there is less little fishes swimming in the ocean
than the little kisses I will give
in your mouth, inside my arms
the hugs have to be, millions of hugs
very fast, all together, silent like this
Hugs and little kisses and caresses without end.

...

Chega de Saudade by Tom Jobim

Secret Mind

The voice that announces herself  every day seems to not worry about the answers it gets here and there. Secretly, promotes all kinds of questions with and without reason, trying to make you discover a balance between the Self and the World that reveals a keen sense for the most stubborn reflections. In this Self lives a presence that is searching for its own presence; in the World where it searches is everything else that does not fit in a small but complex Self.  That is how it integrates various scents and sensations ... a Self never despairs when is searching itself equipped with senses, and only expect to face an obstacle, the Mind.

[26th August 2008] 

All dreams have different sizes and all sizes have different shapes.

Trying to reach dreams is like walking in a trapeze without a net, where balance seems to be the right key for success. One can afford to succeed as many times as it wants but not without experiencing first the fear of not having the net and eventually fall.
The sun is shinning on the other end and when one steps that platform it is time for some quick thoughts about what was left behind.
Curtains are often closed and then opened again in a movement that resembles the cycle of all living things, leaving the open possibility that maybe that strange feeling called fear is nothing but a trampolin that project us to somewhere closer to our dreams.

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Notification (Part 2)

Ana is back again! Slowly she will start posting again.Maybe very very slowly... :)

Notification

Ana is leaving and going away. Ana doesn't have the abitlity to write anymore or acess to internet to watch movies and post something about them.
Ana says goodbye :)

Young@Heart [2007]

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